I promise you, the only thing that matters in this life right now, is how we serve the Kingdom of God’s Glory.
This doesn’t mean huge works always, like walking around doing miracles, though that is possible for all of us.
What it does mean is a kind word, a smile, lifting others up, praying for others even if they don’t know about it, dealing with difficult people as compassionate as you can.
And yes, sometimes God’s Kingdom has a sharp tongue to slay the accuser with.
Walking the path of Christ is much more than people’s projection onto him as just a martyr to turn the other cheek always.