Many women carry the loss of Christ in their field. This is a common wound shared with the Original Grail Queen Mary and her descendants.
When I trace it back and we clear, it’s like a famine field or a deserted plane of consciousness filled with painful memories of when men went off to war and women fended for themselves…
I have been purging 3D power constructs and moving out of all false power wounding which has been a massive initiation.
This is essentially the false masculine programming we all receive through generational miasma and reversals. This is the masculine who is self-serving, narcissistic, uses others as stepping stones, lies for his benefit, exploits and gaslights…
What an insane 2 weeks it’s been.
I’ve had the most incredible breakthrough of my life and yet I have been in the midst of one of the most intense and confronting soul shadow purges of my life as well.
The layers and depth of this cavernous wound have been playing out in a myriad of painful ways throughout the years and one of the main things that has been used to target me for quite some time.
Ya know what it’s like when you just resist and fight the vital and yet painful confrontation that’s about to decimate your ego and phantom reality and level you up?…
The devotion that Magdalene had for Jesus is the primary example I’m shown in the field that is used to define divine union.
Wether or not Magdalene was just following Jesus and his teachings and the Bible story is true, or if they were in fact genetic equals and beloveds is irrelevant to me as the pure unmovable devotion that she has for him is rooted in her profound faith that he is the Son of God and he is who he says he is.
It’s 5am and I can’t sleep, I’m in the process of moving Azazael (corrupted masculine) directly out of my DNA.
The bloodline on my dad’s side has been holding so much corrupted masculine that it’s been incredibly hard to face and move through. (Assail fallen masculine is a force that has rejected God and targeted Sophia (the divine feminine) for aeons to harvest her energy for sustenance)
When dark masculine forces harvest energy they do it through extreme gaslighting, manipulation and emotional tyranny. Anyone who has a father or lover that was like this may relate.
